very bad day

i had a very bad day at work yesterday.. it was bad. i had no appetite for lunch yesterday. i can't remember the last time i had that kind of "no-appetite" feeling. i bought small pot noodles for lunch but i only ate 2 mouth of noodles, 2 fishball and 2-3 spoons of soup. really no appetite, ate because there were other colleagues around. if i am alone, i will probably just leave it untouched.

because ate v little for lunch, was very hungry on the way home. "school bus" didn't come pick me cos they were both out of office today and they were going yoga while i m going home. i took bus 16 home. first time take that bus and it is a complete time waster. keep gg in loops..and my stomach/gastric starts to hurt badly. so in the end, i alighted at guilemard and took cab home. cooked instant noodles to eat immediately. i only started here for less than 2 mths and had starved a few times liaoz. no wonder my boss developed severe gastric pains over the years. her gastric is so bad that she will puke real bad. yukes.. definitely not gg to be like her.

a terrible day made me miss dear even more. if he is ard, he will hug me, cuddle me.. and bring me to eat mum mum. i am counting down to the days i see him.. maybe i shdn't have changed job. shd have stick to prev place and then quit to go usa together with dear to work.. it will definitely be more fun and more carefree and less stress. but now it's too late. maybe next yr when my dear grad..if he is going again, i will quit job and go with him. den when i return, i will work at garrick's place and maybe be real estate agent? life dun have to be so stressful.. with the many disasters that happening ard the world, overlooking something among thousands of email is not going to kill.

the happiest thing so far is that the parcel i sent to dear has arrived at yellowstone. it is not on his hands yet. the postal service left a notice for him/his friend to collect. dear said post office only open on wkdays, so hope he can get the notice and collect by friday. otherwise he got to wait till monday! i think the things i sent him will come in useful during his wkend off...so please dear, go get the parcel!

okay, carrying on with outstanding work.. it's 50 days to seeing dear..