angry...

sigh.. seems like whenever i post, it is about something that i am upset about or angry about... so sorry!

i was fuming over some work stuff on thurs night..fuming so badly that i started crying. still fuming on fri.. and still fuming right now. the issues that i am fuming with.. i will not swallow it in silence.. i will find a chance to surface it with the right people..

in the gist of it.. i despise that idiot.. he is a self-righteous b******. i rarely use the vugular b word.. he is the 2nd person to receive this "honour". in face, he is the first one to receive the male version of the B word. self-righteous, inconsistent, disgustingly no backbone infront of gf and idiotic B******!!

i am utterly disappointed and disgusted with him.. in the office, those 2 assholes cannot be trusted. their words.. worthless..

do i look like everyone's event planner? even worse, do i look like a bloody tour guide?? he said these words, "since i am organizing one, i don't mind if others want to tag along.." he bloody hell make sure he is the one who is actually doing the organizing work and not just throwing it to me! i am not his bloody PA!!

And his computer's ppt not working? can't do the ppt himself? if someone is bz or not in office or not good with pc cos of old age, i am v happy to help. but he's neither. he was in office and i am pretty sure he is not as busy as i was on thurs & friday. he wrote down on a paper the 10 points he want inside the ppt, passed me the paper and asked me to help him do ppt!! it's just brainlessly typing him those pts he wrote. nothing for me to elaborate.. so.. his fingers broken?? can't type?? the next day, after he saw the ppt, he had the cheeks to call me and say, "i'm looking thru the slides. thanks. can you help me add blah blah blah..." HUH???!! can't type it in urself?? don't know how to???

he disgusted me.. he asked jellyfish not to give me more work cos he wants me to be more involved in his branches.. and in IR stuff. that is totally CRAP!! more like cos he wants me to be his PA while he continue to get the credit and stand in the limelight. more focused in ir stuff.. crap.. how the help is a trip to a museum related to ir?? i am not his bloody PA.. even if i am on probation, i am not to be utilized in these ways!! i think what makes me so angry is that.. he said about wanting to let me focus more on IR.. but yet he throw me these kind of crap work!! do ppt?? organize a trip to museum??!??!?!?!

i have not yet told my dear dear what happen.. because.. i am fuming and i am still not ready to hear anything that discredit or disregard what i am angry about. ya, it is a possibility that others might think it is nothing.. but i am at the receiving end of the crap... so to me, it means something... i will take actions eventually.. don't hurry me..