i dreamt about ex-boss, N*, last night.. scary right? i dreamt that i am doing closing report and she ask me the progress. i told her the wordings/contents are ready. now only putting in the photos. then she keep asking me why am i doing closing report. i asked her back,'after every event, got to do closing report right?".. she ignored my question and keep asking me,"why are you doing closing report?" she asked repeatedly.. and then i woke up from the sleep..
when i realised i dreamt about her, i was quite puzzled. i didn't think/do anything related to her before i sleep.. how come will dream of her? i remembered there is some dates inside the dream.. a date that kept being repeated.. when i first woke up, i was telling myself maybe i should go buy 4D for that date. but now i can't really remember what is the date. think it is mar 19.. 0319.. maybe will go buy..
it has been 3 working days since my interview last week. i kept thinking about it. rationally i told myself i won't be able to get it.. but secretly i really wish and hope i can get it. i still keep thinking about the interview. upset.. upset about my performance.. angry in fact. angry with who? angry with myself i suppose.. sighz.. angry how come the interview turned out like that? angry how come i didn't fully use the opportunity to impress and convince them i am suitable for the job? angry and sad.. why like that? can't they give me another chance?? please??
mood now: sad..
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