back at taiwan airport..

set off from here about 3 weeks ago. to join dear dear in the states. now we are back here together, meaning our vacation is coming to an end in a few hours time. i had a very happy vacation.. saw a lot of things, especially animals. specifically the whale!! :) and had great time with dear. so comfy with him around.

now vacation coming to an end.. will have a lot of things to settle when get back to sg. credit card bills, future bills and most headache of all, job! :S

dear and i had an argument over my job while we were in LA. although it was an upsetting argument, he pointed out some stuff. i was upset why i could not find a job and work like what many are doing. how come i have so much difficulty trying to find the right one. and i am sick n tired of searching and i need $ so i intend to go back to work for garrick. dear is not supportive of that. he asked me to think of this situation as an opportunity. an opportunity to find something that i really like. it might take me a few tries but if i were to just take the easy way out, he is sure i will regret. he told me that if i can stand working in a place that i dun like becos of money, i would nvr have left citibank 2yrs plus back.

actually what dear said is right. i shd think back on my past failed job attempt and get more clues from there about what i like and what i don't like.

during the drive back from Las Vegas, I asked dear dear what he think i am gd at. he had a hard time thinking of the answer. he said the major and best point about me is i have high tolerance level. hehe.. think it is quite a funny remark coming from him. but after he said maybe i shd work in a hr related position which really helps pple when they r in need. oh.. maybe the NTUC job was the right 1 for me! maybe i shdn't have rejected it!! dear told me to apply again and i think i will do that. no harm giving it a try and hopefully they wun blacklist me cos i rejected them. hehe..

so i wun be agreeing to go back to work for garrick. but i will work on the website and marketing stuff on a part time basis to earn $. hopefully that will help me get thru the bills paying.

okie, shall go cuddle in my dear's arms now. more money issue when i get back to sg.