sunday is coming to an end again..

monday is coming soon.. sigh..although i only touched work for about half an hour this weekend, i am still feeling v tired. guess it is due to all the crying and lack of sleep for the past week.. and also the fear for next 2 weeks. it is going to get more hectic and busy.. dunoe how much i can take it.. just try my best..

last wk ended quite unpleasantly.. for the first time ever in my 3-4 yrs of working life, i argued with a boss in front of other colleagues. i have never done this before and i never want things to get so ugly. but she's such a bitch..

i miss dear very much.. miss hugging him to sleep.. miss having somone to hold my hand while walking around.. if only dear is here..